I am a perfectionist and an enormous procrastinator, which is a horrible combination. I spend more time thinking about if I should or shouldn’t do something instead of just doing it and finding out. The same goes for my blog, I have started this blog so many years ago, but in that time my feeling / need for perfection which resulted in procrastinating has grown. being a perfectionist also has the result that I’m never satisfied with what I do or make, for example when I photograph a subject for my blog, the selection proces and the editing proces can take days uptill never ending.
And don’t get me wrong, I have a pretty busy live, working an office job 5 days a week, which means that from the time I leave and come home 11 hours have past, not always do i then have the energy to sit, again behind a computer for another couple of hours. I know, many others out there do exactly that, their determination and the satisfation they draw from it drives them to build a beautiful, instresting, informative etc place online which is always a pleasure to visit and to discover something new.
This is what I wanted to share with you and hope that with sharing this it and being open about it, it will make it easier for myself. But I what I don’t want to do is drag you down drawing the image that I’m a despressed persona.
My goal is to think about these things less, and to just do it!
See you around here soon!